:/

I may have to go to the doctors all the bledy time, but for once I think you really need to see a doctor... not sarcasm, you genuinely need to go see one, or I'm making you see one. Simple as.

There ain't a single thing you've done Is gonna phase me...

Well... so much for an 'ok' start to the year.

Two good things: AMAZING FOLDER A LEVEL STUFF SORTING OUT ...  I blame pressurizing departmental people giving a large review to every class in the A block -.-'

and ofc... my gorgeous guy is an oasis in the month of evil issues and problems.

Issue number one: I have inherited genetic stuff which isn't good and makes me be off school a lot to 'live' at the doctors ¬-¬' .... why can't I be normal.

Issue number two: Me = offloader for other peoples' issues. I'm more than happy to listen just as long as I have time to listen, don't have to explain to anyone else of authority why I've been unable to attend things, and I have to have some time with my oasis in order to chilllll so I can listen more without being burdened.

Issue number three: Just.. eugh

Anyhoos... now my little rant is over I'm looking forward to yet another action packed weekend (3rd in a row)... i think the weekend after, I may do homework on the saturday, and enjoy valentines day on the sunday... overall... nothing that'll be considered hard work or something that isn't relaxing.

Gremlin Out

Truely understanding psychology is for those who wish to learn how to remove emotion from an unbalanced equation.

Happy new year to who can be arsed to read this :D


Overall... the new year started 'a ok' for me, until we came back to school. And reality was bought to life again. For me, staying with family is comforting to the fact that the understanding is there, especially when there's a lot of family communication and large talks about meaningless nothingness which turn out to be dead important etc etc. Despite the obvious feuds, mainly over the age gap when it comes to actually understanding technology, my own family is understanding to my somewhat off note opinions and thoughts.

Just a quick note, I do always make sense when consciously thinking, however, most sentences can be interpreted in different ways depending on too many variables for me to be arsed to write.

The instance you get back to school. The understanding of me just disappears, along with the floor as we know it, I miss the floor.

With last year came many a dislike, this year is showing to be good fun in that category, arguments are fun when every sentence is calculated precisely and premeditated. Most people made no sense last year, more people are guranteed to make no sense this year too, good times.


At least there's one solid state thing in my life which won't change and I can look forward to.... PIZZA PANANIS FTW

So, outlook for 20-10.......... Snow Storms, Paninis Are epic, Second Coming of lifelong interests and committments.

Ha ha, this post is too cryptic for me to remember how many hidden messages are in it xD ... GET LOOKIN' O-O

-poof-