Remember when...

It's all been well.
I think I'm starting to come back down to my own little planet again. Today I sat aimlessly in my lessons and remembered the 5 months of strange happiness I had, and how it left me so swiftly. On pondering that thought it suddenly came to me that I shouldn't be this happy, despite having a fellow gremlin. This ponders the thought, shall I revert back to the lovely mood I had throughout year 10? Yes, sure it was relative depression, but hey, it was a bubble I had that protected me from further death. Plus, the year went nice and quickly.

Or, should I stay in this bubble I have right now and dismiss any further thought about the intricate workings of any human brain other than my own. Yes, it was a favourite passtime, but personally I don't like the grapevine despite it usually being relative truth >.>  ...

I hate knowing and understand people without realising it. However, more recently I have been too finely tuned to the wrong channel and should be more pessimistic. Therefore the logic way for me to go is to have the pessimistic outlook on life in which I adopted for half of my time with the monkey. Having a pessemistic view kept me from harm and let me see the other side of people which they don't want me to see.

This Gremlin needs to revert back to her old self, for her own wellbeing. Being beyond happy is a luxury life itself cannot afford, without creating consequences for life. The Gremlin will always forgive and forget, no matter what.

(Sorry if this is partially non-understandable, I needed a mental aid for myself.)

Gremlins 'R' Us

Well... not much to blog about, which is sad...

Oh... I've been asked to put a couple of things in this blog, such as a couple of quotes...might as well get it out of the way now before it gets to facebook >->'

•  -raises elbow-..... "Protects my groin"   <------- (funny times)
• "Lets whip out a condom for no apparent reason... -5 minutes later- Nuh, it won't go in! (the box)"
•  "Damn, I need to pull my top down.... NUH not like that!"  
• "Ooh... the darkness.... AND it's liiight!... and more darkness..."
  

Right, now that's outta the way... the gremlin ish ills :(... BUT FEAR NOT! No school has been missed and the gremlin still owns The Brown Palace within reason.  We have had invaders, but next time WE SHALL SMITE THEIR HAIRY ASSES!!!! o_O
       Overall.... as an outlook for the week because I have literally no time to blog until SUNDAY (!) ...;

1. Thursday = utter frikkin boredom of doom!.. even my free period is inhabited by yet another essay >.>
2. Friday = utter boredom.... UNTIL we get to after the gremlin rides home from school in the back of a flashy sporty SEAT along with two others in said chariot of awesomesauce. And after running back to base is met by None other than big-little-bro-gremlin-whom-isn't-really-a-gremlin (etc)... with two other absolute BESTIES! joining our little sacred meeting of the fridays... I forsee a film... just need to find some comfort :P...
3. Saturday = AMG I'M GETTING UP BEFORE 1:10PM xD.... The gremlin is off into the rather large market place with the cross-dressing-gremlin (in joke alert!) for a good shop around despite possibly being skint <..> hey ho... At least a black trillby we definately be gotten o.o.... after venturing back on the magical transport of stopping and startingness, said gremlins will have another sacred meeting, this time of the saturdays (!).... and that's where i find myself incapable of typing anymore about the sat-ur-day.

All hopes go to everyone having a wkd weekend like myself! ... Love goes to all the appropriate people =D... good luck reading this blog xDDDDDD..... GREMLIN OUT FOR THE WEEKEND!!!! 

Emotion: An afterthought

While I was sitting doing one of my countless assignments, I contemplated as to how one's mind can actually accomodate so much emotion at one given nanosecond of life. The answer may be simple, that a human brain has a massive capacity.

However, on pondering, I think there's a lot more to that one said sentence than meets the eye. For example people's capacity for hatred is quite amazing if you think about it... someone can be totally happy and whatnot in the eyes of people they are comfortable around....
                     ........... then SUDDENLY -person appears-





.... one microsecond passes of sheer brainpower contemplationness...............




                                     BAM!!!!!! -uber hatred- "The day has suddenly got worse because of them"... etc

You get the point, it's absolutely amazing how it's done. Being as I am, I can safely say I've never experienced such utter hatred for anyone at any given time, at most just temporary annoyance... Therefore, I'm amazed at how the emotion of hatred is come across and how other people around percieve it.
     Now, for one, I've noticed quite obviously that if someone insta-hates another person, then people around automatically take sides, unless they're on the side of NEUTRALITY (had to get that one in there didn't I dude who likes green so much =D). All this, in itself, divides people who could all easily get along with each other in a blink of an eye. I would go into detail about the difference in subcultures, war, and political views.. but I'm tired of repeating myself from my Sociology lessons and quite frankly the information is looking at us both in society (in general), and in my sociology text book xD.

One thing I have experienced, however, and plays an enourmous part of one's life at times... is love -spits-...

Now, I honestly don't mind the type of love that friends share, or family love that stops cohabiting humans of the same blood pool from tearing each other apart out of frustration with one another. All that love is fine, in fact, I make sure I love all of my closest friends and family in order to be there for them when they need my help, guidance, hugs.. etc... -no more elaboration cos you get the point xD-
        I am, however, talking about the intensely powerful emotion you are able to experience towards specific people either of same or opposite sex. Again, sometimes it only takes a nanosecond of contemplation to realise that one is in love with someone else in that way. My God I can definately say I have experience on that one x-x...
         One thing I am growing annoyed of since my sudden hatred of the whole 'love' concept, is people saying " I love you/her/him" when they've ONLY BEEN GOING OUT FOR A WEEK O_O
         Seriously though, 'love at first sight' only occurs if you actually know the person and about the person and stuff. That realisation, I'm sure would be common sense, sadly, not many people have common sense these days -.-'...
         And just to warn, these "I love you (when I really don't know what love is)" people are not worth one's time until they've actually been truely in love. I am single because of one such person so please heed my lovely call and only tell people you love em if you actually do so ^.^' -experienced yet unbiased opinion of utter common sense-

So concludes my weird ponderings (well, as much as I can be bothered to write, and of course remember xD)

Until next time, -waves-

o.o -Gremlin Rawrs-

Day two of my life on the blog... lulz. Well, to start off, 3/4 of lessons today were free... so I could reclaim my life as the Brown Palace Gremlin.. in which I most certainly did. Today has been a day of contemplation, sleep, and living off of Coca Cola, which turned out to be a Godsend in philosophy o.0... although, I still nodded off for a short while, I suppose that's expected though when one doesn't have much sleep hardly ever.

Shall blog a musing when I can be bothered ^.^